Sometimes you just unable to express your feeling.
Me, I'm afraid that my words could hurt people who are with me during my hardest time. I prefer to remain silent and heal by myself rather than telling them. My silence is my self-defense.
But for sure, it's good to have people who show their efforts, to really really try to understand you. :') The one who will not take your words seriously during your anger.
I'm smiling but dying inside.
Please and please, don't tired of fighting. O Allah, give me strength. I need to carry on. I've been having a lot of bad days lately. Keep me in your Duas. I really need that.
I have a lot of things to share but these are the only things came up on my mind. I guess i need rest. Sorry guys, thankyou for reading my short-emotional post. Surely will update soon during my semester break. See you.
I wish you could listen through my heart. I wont hurt you, and if I do, I don't mean it, it hurts me too :'(
